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[Apr. 27th, 2009|09:21 pm] |
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I haven't updated this thing in aaaages. My how times have changed. I'm no longer 'in love' with California asshole and am quite happy with myself and my life at the moment! GO ME! |
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[Sep. 6th, 2008|11:04 am] |
Every time I get on this thing all I do is rant and bitch about anything and everything.
I hate UAH. I have no friends. I hate my classes. I hate the people in my classes. I don't even enjoy choir because everyone in there are elitist bitches. i hate it. I hate work. I hate the people I work with. I have no friends. I miss Aaron. I've tried dating other people, but no one even sparks my interest. I just want him back, but of course I can't have him. My life just blows right now and I would love nothing more than to just leave town and start over somewhere completely different and new. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2008|10:23 pm] |
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| | Sugarland - Keep You | ] |
COULD LIFE PLEASE STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH ME FOR LIKE HALF A SECOND!? SERIOUSLY. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2008|09:44 pm] |
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| | San Francisco - Scott McKenzie | ] |
The last time I was truly happy was in California. I'm looking at plane tickets to San Francisco. Maybe if I go back I can get some closure. |
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[May. 29th, 2008|09:41 am] |
Here's a few pics from mine and Aaron's vaycay to California...the rest can be seen on my flickr
:-)
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[May. 16th, 2008|11:15 am] |
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I have watched 11 episodes of Gossip Girl in four days. HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS SHOW?! It is so addicting. Other than that I'm going to California in a week....HOLY SHIT. |
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[May. 7th, 2008|10:16 am] |
Monday I was listening to aaron on the radio and the main dj did a segment about the National Children's Advocacy Center and talked on the radio with the main lady about the abuse rate and stuff in Alabama and it was just an ungodly number. Listening to that got me thinking. For a while now I've been wanting to do something with my life that will help people. I have been a victim of abuse [emotional, physical, mental] and because of that I started having panic attacks about 3 years ago and made regular trips to therapy, though I'm doing better now and haven't been to therapy since December. ANYWAY while listening to that radio segment I had an epiphany of sorts. I heard the number of women and children abused in Alabama and I thought "This is what I need to do". So I've decided to change my major to Sociology and hopefully do social work or work with a place like the National Children's Advocacy Center. Being abused isn't fun in anyway and if I can have a part in stopping it or at least making the situation more bearable to deal with then awesome.
ALSO...I'm totally not giving up music because it helps me maintain an acceptable level of sanity. I got to looking at the course requirements for a music minor at UAH and I'm only 4 (well really 3 courses because I lump theory and theory lab into one) courses away from having a minor in music. AWESOME STUFF.
Speaking of people that are assholes....even though i wasn't really talking about assholes. Guess what my old boss did? He actually CALLED AEROPOSTALE and told them they made a mistake in hiring me and that they would regret it. WHAT A DICKWAD. |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|09:16 pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) fridayfiver
1. Describe where you grew up: Huntsville, Al...army base city, lots of engineers, big rocket on the interstate. nothing too interesting.
2. Do you wear any jewelery? I wear necklaces every now and then.
3. What do you have too much of? clothes. oh lord.
4. Who is a fool? So so many people.
5. What's your nickname? I don't have one. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2008|02:17 pm] |
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WHY IS MY EYE TWITCHING?! WHY WON'T IT STOP TWITCHING?!!!?! |
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[Mar. 12th, 2008|08:05 am] |
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| | Amy Winehouse: To know him is to love him | ] |
That will be the last fucking time I ever let myself be vulnerable in front of anyone...ever. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2008|10:53 am] |
Stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kimberskank
1) Name/username.
2) Left or right handed?
3) Favourite letters to write.
4) Least favourite characters to write.
5) Write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6) Tag 6 people.
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[Jan. 18th, 2008|08:21 am] |
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I always hate talking about stuff like this because I'm afraid I'll jinx it, but I can't help myself. I've been seeing a guy named Aaron and he is just so wonderful...so wonderful. I'm actually happy, which most of yall know I havent been in a long time. We had seen each other at church, but never talked to each other. We then came across each other online and decided we should meet...and that was that. We can't seem to get enough of each other and I'm loving every second of it.
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[Jan. 15th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
Today was the first day of class for me. It sucks balls. I saw bitch-face kim. She gave me dirty looks as usual and I gave overly loud commentary about her as she walked down the hall. I swear if people hadn't been around I would have gone after her and beat the piss out of her. She didn't come back, though, as I'm sure she didn't want to make an ass of herself again. I've yet to see Gabriel. That douchebag motherfucker. Well that was my day. Things are bound to get more interesting.
In case you all are wondering why I'm so bitter about Gabe, I'll tell you. I don't think I ever told about the date we went on. I'll preface this by saying that leading up to the date he told me he was a good church-going, non-drinking guy. So anyway he picks me up at my house smelling like booze [could've been his cologne..i don't know]. We go to Macaroni Grille where he orders a biiig glass of chianti. After dinner he was obviously tipsy. He stops at a gas station and gets a redbull [lol] to drink on top of that chianti. He proceeded to take me up on Monte Sano where he takes a drunken piss OFF THE SIDE OF THE MOUNTAIN and THEN gets back in the car thinking that we're going to ~*get it on*~. He got a little bit out of control and I finally said STOP. IT. NOW. and he took me home. That next week he said he wanted to be friends with benefits. As if. HAH! |
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[Jan. 9th, 2008|11:40 am] |
WHY WHY WHYYYYY is it necessary for my "father" to make me feel like a complete failure and a piece of shit for hating school and not being graduated yet? I'm fully aware that I should've been graduated by now. I want to be graduated. Maybe he should take the time to not be an asshole and actually ask why I have such issues with school instead of bitching at me and making me feel like a complete failure of a human being. I can't comprehend anything worth shit...well except for music, but that's not what I'm discussing right now. I could sit in a history class and take notes and study the notes and they would just leave my brain. It's not my fault. I'm not stupid. My brain just isn't made for studying that crap. And I've told my therapist all this and she's like will maybe you need to go to the student services and get special help for your classes....NO! I'm not special nor do I need special help. Having longer to take a fucking test isn't going to help me any. Having my brain re-wired would help me A LOT.
why me? honestly? it's like i'm here just to have shit thrown at me over and over again.
Also. I had a dream last night that school had started back and I saw Gabriel and that bitch Kim all over each other and I beat the fucking hell out of both of them. It was quite gratifying. :-D |
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[Jan. 4th, 2008|12:25 pm] |
HOLY FUCKING HELL!! Would you all please listen to this? If I could play this I THINK my life might be complete....or partially complete anyway as I'm sure there are a lot more impressive pieces out there, but STILL!
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| Friday Five |
[Jan. 4th, 2008|08:49 am] |
1. What's your favorite shape? I like circles
2. Who is the craziest person you know? Good crazy: Grandma. As far a bad crazy my dad wins that one. He's a crazy bastard.
3. Sweet, salty or savory? Salty and savory.
4. Best ice cream topping? Sprinkles, duh!
5. Do you ride horses? The last time I rode a horse was when I was about 8. It was at Pigeon Forge and we were going down a mountain and apparently the horse decided that he wasn't going fast enough so he took off galloping DOWN THE MOUNTAIN. Haven't ridden again since then. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2008|08:35 pm] |
Can we PLEASE discuss how HOT AND BEAUTIFUL, the Scottish MAN known as Gerard Butler ,is?!! MY LORD I saw him in P.S I Love you the other night and I just wanted to jump through the screen and be like 'DO ME GERARD!'
ok, too much info. lol
YUMMY.
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[Dec. 31st, 2007|12:12 pm] |
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GODDDDDDD I'M SO FUCKING READY TO GET OUT OF HUNTSVILLE!!!!! THERE'S NOTHING HERE FOR ME! Maybe than can be a goal for the new year. |
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